What do you do when you lose your direction...you'll start slowing down, your steps are getting smaller and slower as your mind starts to wonder if you are on the right track...but your inner self will convince your mind that you are on the right track and you keep moving on...till you hit the wall...a barrier...an inpenetrable one...you stop as you face directly to the wall...your first attempt to leap over the wall...but then, you realise the wall is rather tall, unless you happen to have springs under both feet to bounce over the what seem as a sky-high wall...these only happen in fairy tales when the angelically kind fairy-godmother will fall from the sky and lend you a helping hand with her ever-so-magical wand...but not all of us have such privillege...imagine the next situation, you actually don't have a fairy-godmother and that makes it not possible for you to have the wall to magically disappear by the wave of a wand...my guess is that your brain will start figuring out other ways to get yourself out from the hellhole...this is when your heart gets busy in convincing the mind that there is always a solution to a problem and the mind struggles to find the solution which may or may not exist...Finally, the mind breaks down and the body collapses altogether to accept the hard fact that there is no way to move on from here...body will feel weak, the heart starts racing, sweat beading at the forehead, getting more and more breathless...that's exactly how BubblePopper feels now and, so far, no one has suggested a more constructive suggestion to overcome this barrier...this barrier of mine comes after every semester...and the barrier gets taller and taller each time a semester passes by...all BubblePopper ever hope was to graduate asap minus all these unnecessary barriers...people think BubblePopper is being overworried but somehow the Imaginary Barrier is soon to become a reality soon...sooner than BubblePopper thought...BubblePopper wishes to runaway from all this...from ALL OF THESE! But, why am I still here....?
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